The wait is over, and yet its just beginning

Unfortunately the phone rang today with not great news waiting on the other end of the line. It seems all of our efforts over the last three weeks were for nothing. Neither embryo implanted so the process is basically done now.

We go back next Wednesday for our WTF (yes, that means exactly what you think it means) appointment. Hopefully they will have some ideas for our next cycle even though we can't do another one for a bit. Unfortunately the doctor's office that we chose didn't offer any shared risk program so the money we already paid was a one-time shot. Now we have to keep making those payments and try to put aside more money for later. We have a plan, though at this point it doesn't feel very short-term.

I can't write too much more without breaking down in tears for the 15th time since 3 this afternoon so I'll just leave it that for now. Life sucks today, but eventually one of my tomorrows will be better...or at least I can hope.